This is a first draft of an op-ed for a group called ManUp! that I’m working with in Bloomington.\u00c2\u00a0 I’d appreciate any comments or feedback:<\/p>\n
April, sexual assault awareness month makes me tired.\u00c2\u00a0 I am tired of seeing women that I respect and care about exhausted as they do the challenging, important, but also extremely difficult work of supporting survivors of rape, sexual assault, and domestic violence and working to raise consciousness which might prevent future violence.\u00c2\u00a0 Many of these remarkable friends have experienced violence in their lives and started doing the work that they do because of the lack of support that they experienced.\u00c2\u00a0 Their efforts are remarkable and brave yet ultimately they shoulder the weight of their pasts as well as the weight of the survivors that they support and the confused, indifferent, or even hostile voices they encounter doing prevention work.<\/p>\n
I am tired of feeling trapped in the same tired discussion in the rare cases that men\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s violence and men\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s violence against women comes to the surface, whether it is in the lives of celebrities such as Chris Brown or the lives of men in my social circles.\u00c2\u00a0 I can try to excuse the violence, weakly dismissing it as stress or substance abuse or as an isolated incident.\u00c2\u00a0 Or, I can pat myself on the back, satisfied that at least I am not one of \u00e2\u20ac\u0153those men\u00e2\u20ac\u009d who chooses to be violent, to harass and intimidate those passing by on the street, who touches someone\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s body without their permission, who pressures someone to consume too much alcohol or drugs in the hope of getting lucky, or who seeks to belittle and control intimate partners. In either case, I can\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t find the imagination to think of a world where perpetrating and experiencing violence is not a part of manhood \u00e2\u20ac\u201c mine, my friends, or Chris Brown\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s.<\/p>\n
I am tired of a man\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s strength being defined by his ability to suppress painful experiences and to downplay the experiences of others rather than crying out and reaching out and working in the hopes that others might be spared those painful experiences.\u00c2\u00a0\u00c2\u00a0 I am tired of the gentleman\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s agreement that we will not speak of our fear of violence from other men or the fear of the violence we have committed or might commit.<\/p>\n
Finally, I am tired of the myth that violence against women doesn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t matter to men and that it is not men\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s work to end this violence.\u00c2\u00a0 It is a myth that I have found comfort in because it excuses my own inaction.\u00c2\u00a0 If this myth rings true to me or other men, I fear it is only because we have spent so much energy convincing ourselves that it is true.\u00c2\u00a0\u00c2\u00a0 When I think of all the effort spent changing the subject to avoid seeming vulnerable, laughing along or remaining silent when a friend tells a cruel, demeaning joke, or convincing myself that it\u00e2\u20ac\u2122s not my place to say or do something when I witness or hear about violence it seems like such a waste.\u00c2\u00a0 All that energy could have gone into dealing with the violence that men have witnessed or experienced in our lives to make sure that we don\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t repeat it.\u00c2\u00a0 It could go to defining manhood by our best, most noble qualities instead of the worst of our choices.\u00c2\u00a0 It could go towards working earnestly as allies with women to prevent violence that hurts us all.\u00c2\u00a0 Sexual assault awareness month is not just a chance to be aware that violence is terrible, that it happens too frequently, or even that it hurts both women and men.\u00c2\u00a0 It is also an opportunity to be aware that we can make a different, less violent world.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
This is a first draft of an op-ed for a group called ManUp! that I’m working with in Bloomington.\u00c2\u00a0 I’d appreciate any comments or feedback: April, sexual assault awareness month makes me tired.\u00c2\u00a0 I am tired of seeing women that I respect and care about exhausted as they do the challenging, important, but also extremely… Continue reading Masculinity and Sexual Assault Awareness Month<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":false,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[1],"tags":[21293,727,565,271,680,157],"class_list":["post-1665","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized","tag-gender","tag-manupbton","tag-masculinity","tag-sexualassault","tag-tweetit","tag-violence","entry"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p4wnIz-qR","_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/blogs.terrorware.com\/geoff\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1665","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/blogs.terrorware.com\/geoff\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/blogs.terrorware.com\/geoff\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/blogs.terrorware.com\/geoff\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/blogs.terrorware.com\/geoff\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1665"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/blogs.terrorware.com\/geoff\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1665\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1666,"href":"http:\/\/blogs.terrorware.com\/geoff\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1665\/revisions\/1666"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/blogs.terrorware.com\/geoff\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1665"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/blogs.terrorware.com\/geoff\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1665"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/blogs.terrorware.com\/geoff\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1665"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}