Originally written <\/i>.<\/p>\n
\n dreamt that i was hanging out with erin on a front porch somewhere in columbus when some vagrant tried to attack us by hurling a beer keg at us<\/b>.\n <\/p>\n
\n studied crypto hardcore: elgamal, rsa, diffie-hellman – doing my head in. math behind it is hard enough in itself. wasted time coding up sha-1 hash algorithm just for kicks.\n <\/p>\n
\n got a phone call from erin<\/b>. followed same format as usual. sad part->talking about school->me ranting->talking about music->just joking around about random stuff (best part)->cutting call short so we can both get back to studying. frustrating. i like getting calls, but i always feel sort of unsated after them. it’s like eating a really good dish at a gourmet restaurant but getting too small a portion<\/b>. worried about being able to compartmentalize my life so easily<\/b>, force myself not to be bothered by things. i think that big things that happen in the world or attrocities that happen to strangers upset me more than events that impact me directly. i don’t know why.\n <\/p>\n
\n thank goodness iain got new records<\/b> over the holiday. been borrowing some discs. liking in\/casino\/out from at the drive in<\/b> a great deal. more post-emo\/post-hxc sounds heard on that record than relationship of command. also digging this disc by scottish punk-twinged indie group idlewild<\/b>. finally, rocking out to jawbreaker<\/b>. that’s what punk rock should be. of course listening to the old mp3 collection as well: source tags and codes (appropriate cs study music) from trail of dead<\/b>, go forth by les savy fav<\/b>, propaghandi<\/b>‘s last release, and some fifteen<\/b>.\n <\/p>\n
\n played a little football<\/b> in the meadows w\/ rob, andrea, and anais(sp?). managed to escape the impending rain of dark scottish clouds<\/b>. more running around than actual football skill, but still fun.\n <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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