{"id":2514,"date":"2013-05-06T18:59:16","date_gmt":"2013-05-06T23:59:16","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/blogs.terrorware.com\/geoff\/?p=2514"},"modified":"2013-05-06T18:59:16","modified_gmt":"2013-05-06T23:59:16","slug":"big-words","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blogs.terrorware.com\/geoff\/2013\/05\/06\/big-words\/","title":{"rendered":"Big words"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Last weekend we lamented the loss of words.<br \/>\nHow they were stolen and multiplied and proliferated until they lost their meaning<br \/>\nand power<br \/>\nby those who didn&#8217;t understand what they meant<br \/>\nbut did<br \/>\nperceive that they had meaning<br \/>\nand power.<\/p>\n<p>I lament these words<br \/>\nstretched beyond their elasticity now floppy and loose<br \/>\nbecause it feels so hard to find meaning in the first place:<br \/>\nLike the arguments I had as a kid, in defense of big words<br \/>\n,that I can only win in retrospect,<br \/>\nwhere I would have said,<br \/>\n&#8220;the point isn&#8217;t to bludgeon you with their size*&#8221;<br \/>\n* though I&#8217;d be a liar if I said it wasn&#8217;t that, a little<br \/>\n,&#8221;but that it&#8217;s amazing to find that one word,<br \/>\nthat captures, that encompasses, that makes true<br \/>\nall the contradictions and nuance and confusion of an idea or an experience.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>That lets you escape the feeling that it hasn&#8217;t happened until you can name it.<br \/>\nWhich I think was what I needed more than profanity*<br \/>\n* the words that didn&#8217;t need defended around that time.<\/p>\n<p>And the lost words were like that,<br \/>\npowerful<br \/>\nessential to trying to understand something, to figure it out<br \/>\nbut fuzzy. Foundational<br \/>\neven though we couldn&#8217;t quite pin down what they meant.<br \/>\nThey could be two things at once, in two places at once.<br \/>\nUncertain<br \/>\nbut always aware of their presence.<br \/>\nAnd now their absence.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Last weekend we lamented the loss of words. How they were stolen and multiplied and proliferated until they lost their meaning and power by those who didn&#8217;t understand what they meant but did perceive that they had meaning and power. I lament these words stretched beyond their elasticity now floppy and loose because it feels&hellip; <a class=\"more-link\" href=\"https:\/\/blogs.terrorware.com\/geoff\/2013\/05\/06\/big-words\/\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Big words<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":false,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[628],"tags":[20666,569],"class_list":["post-2514","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-ideas","tag-appropriation","tag-language","entry"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p4wnIz-Ey","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogs.terrorware.com\/geoff\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2514","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogs.terrorware.com\/geoff\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogs.terrorware.com\/geoff\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogs.terrorware.com\/geoff\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogs.terrorware.com\/geoff\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=2514"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/blogs.terrorware.com\/geoff\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2514\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2515,"href":"https:\/\/blogs.terrorware.com\/geoff\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2514\/revisions\/2515"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogs.terrorware.com\/geoff\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=2514"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogs.terrorware.com\/geoff\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=2514"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogs.terrorware.com\/geoff\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=2514"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}