mean girls

Watched Mean Girls with the housemates, Ali, and the Pittsburgh kids. I didn’t know anything about this movie, but I figured, hey, I watched The Lizzie McGuire Movie with Bz and the rest of the Pottery Barn house, so this couldn’t be much worse. It was actually real rad. It was one of the first movies that I’ve seen that seemed to be a really foreign representation of high school to me but also seemed very realistic. The message was overwhelmingly positive and it used humor that made me a little uncomfortable, but that I think made the movie much more accessible and maybe the message more considered by the average high-schooler. It’s frustrating because it’s one of those movies that makes you mad because it comes so close to being something with which I can totally identify. The hero is still both attractive and capable and because of this can straddle the fence between admirable geekiness and popularity. There are no real consequences for people being shitty to each other, and ultimately, I’m tired of having protagonists with which the akward kids of the world are supposed to identify with who have it pretty easy compared with a lot of experiences in real high school. Still, what this movie does, and does with pin-point accuracy, is depict the qualities and behaviors that make people jerks in high school, be it duplicity, dumbing down, or disregarding intelligent advice from the more experienced. And, it does it in such a way that there might be a chance that the viewer could think, “hey, that’s me,” and think twice before slipping into a life as a total asshole. I liked the depiction of adults in the movie as both wise and fallible in a way that defies the typical teen movie stereotypes. The movie is conscious of race, gender, and sexual identity in a way that is more sophisticated than most, even if it isn’t exactly PC or respectful all the time.

I’ve said this before, and I reiterated it last night as we Zak, Leanne, and I were driving back from Chicago and singing along to a mix of 90s alternative radio rock songs that Leanne had compiled based on a sixth-grade boredome induced narrative that consisted mostly of 90s alternative radio rock band names. Here it is: I’ve been out of high school for longer than I was in it. Why does it still seem so formative?

the perspective from the other side

Allison pointed me to an alternate perspective on all the conflicts in the middle east … one that actually comes from that region.

http://english.aljazeera.net/

She said it ruined her night to hear about all the things that go unreported in the US news. “What about the bias?” I asked. “It’s more CBS than Fox News,” she replied.

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I fear like the mope might be directly proportional to media consumption. Or maybe vice versa. I watched two movies tonight, the first a documentary a Little Wings/Microphones tour in the Northwest and the Lizze McGuire movie that Bz and I picked out at the library. The LM movie was fun to make fun of, maybe a waste of time, but made me feel old. I’ve been out of high school longer than I was in it. I can’t follow the conversations of the kids at the skate park. There’s some poem that says

“To Ride, Shoot Straight, and Speak the Truth–
this was the Ancient Law of Youth.
Old times are Past, Old days are done:
But the Law runs true, O Little Son !!!”

which is pretty stupid, but the idea of some timeless ideals or values of youth is a pretty nice one. If there’s one constant about youth maybe it’s that you’ll be disappointed with the absurdity of the world but when you’re old enough or experienced enough to realize that you aren’t bound by this, you lack the enthusiasm to do anything about it.

I wrote this in response to both conversations I had tonight with Cathy and this message board stuff:

I never had cable growing up, but last year my brother downloaded a bunch of episodes of Pete and Pete off the Internet and I thought it was totally amazing. Really creative and positive, I’m sure it helped a lot of kids have an adventurous outlook on life and feel a little better about having an unconventional sense of identity. It makes me sad though, because I don’t see many things like this in the media anymore. Also, like a lot of things that I see in pop culture and I think are nice and make me happy that they exist, I also feel really sad about them. If these things can exist, and be pretty popular, and be viewed by millions of people, how can the world still be such a stupid, ugly place? I feel like I listen to right-wing talk radio or watch Fox news and part of me thinks that it’s so unfortunate that this manipulative hateful media seems to be so effective. Still, part of me wants to hope that maybe positive media can move people to think in other ways too. Maybe the ability of any media to have much influence in the way the world works is pretty limited. I guess that I just wish that media like Pete and Pete that reflect ideas that are close to me and that I think are pretty good things fealt more like a celebration of the world and less like a respite from it. Things are pretty good for me, so maybe it’s sad that these little pockets of idealized nostalgia still make me feel better.

I’m feeling like I want to talk to someone really bad. I want to be excited by conversation and the excitement of others. Ryan and I have been having the same old debates which is always challenging and interersting but leave me increasingly feeling that their persistance might be a sign of my weakness rather than my growth. I talked with Theo a little tonight about politics, future aspirations, and things that made him hopeful for a more reasonable world. It reminded me that I want to read Cradle to Cradle very badly. It was nice to talk to someone and to feel like the conversation was a new one. I’m glad that Theo moved to town.

this is interesting

http://www.kuro5hin.org/story/2004/9/19/14161/1672

I don’t know about its accuracy, but it’s nice to hear someone thinking things out, drawing parallels with what they know … Some of the response is interesting too. Much of it is pretty civil and insightful.

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I went to the Found Magazine show last night and it was real good. Lots of laughs, voyeurism, and the most times I’ve heard (and will probably ever hear) the word “bitch” used at Boxcar. I’m always excited when people build a really simple but great idea into something awesome that inspires other people. I’m also intimidated because it often makes me feel as if I either lack good ideas or am too lazy or uninspired to make them into anything bigger. Or, even thinking about the growth and evolution of things, I feel like I lack the weird compulsion that is needed for those things to develop organically. Fuck.

Frame from New Paltz, NY played after the event at Boxcar and it was good. I feel like them and One Reason (especially back in the RJ days) are some of the few bands that can pull off the Hot Water Music influenced, emotive punk without being ridiculous. New Paltz seems like one of those random towns full of nice kids.

I don’t do all that much around the house, but I think I do the things that no one else wants to do. I usually take out the trash. I cleaned the maggoty potatoes, and yesterday, I unclogged the toilet that was so nastily stopped up by the Germans, cleaned the urine splatter and pubic hairs off the toilet, and put on a new seat. Ryan and Theo with help from Bz and Stephen did the more Trading Spaces kind of things. It was real fun to look at Ryan and Theo feyly opening the back of the van and exclaiming “oooh, look what we found!” The back room floor is getting painted. There are some really rad new tables that look like the ones in the OSU art department computer labs (and they only cost $4) and new lighting. The front room got a new paint job. It’s a crazy improvement.

Talk about the weather. The autumn is chilling faster than I can take. I can usually accept the inevitability of winter, but I’ve been enjoying the few forays into autumn that I’ve been having so much that this cold snap has made me feel a little weird. Riding home last night, I was just thinking that any feeling I have of frustration, of anger, or sadness – the things that could be freak-out material for a lot of people. I just find myself thinking, “you’re being stupid,” or “you could do that, but it’s just because you want attention.” It’s eerie to realize that you’re so conscious of things like emotions that seem like they should be entirely subconscious. I’m just left with a feeling of what’s the point?

public radio on the internet

This American Life is rad, Transom is rad, and Pop Vultures is well … interesting. It would be if my brother Tim, or BZ had a radio show. Rambling and waxing quasi-philosophical about popular culture. I feel like if I were to meet the kids who produce and offer commentary on this show, I feel like they would either be my best friend or worst enemy. The analysis is pretty superficial, but it’s well informed and will definitely bring the cuturally deprived up to speed.

Liz Phair… Yeah, total Chicago housewife.

Word.

message board arguments

I made a post on the Plan-It-X message board about the issue of Ohio disenfranchisement which spawned some comments, some that made me feel pretty good and others which really pissed me off. I wrote a response, but then decided not to post it there. I fealt like most people already said what I wanted to say and that it would be more about trying to win an argument than to encourage further discussion, which is stupid.

I assume all you wangs who talk so highly about getting Bush out of office are going to be voting for Kerry. So has this anti-Bush trend really blinded you people that much? You’re not going to get anymore power if Kerry gets elected..

Okay. Let’s do a poll. Everybody who’s planning on voting for Kerry raise their hands if you think things will be better because Kerry’s a better candidate. I’m guessing there aren’t a whole lot of hands. To refer to an “anti-Bush trend” is absolutely ridiculous and to perceive the current political situation as one where being “anti-Bush” makes you pro-Kerry is equally ridiculous. I would imagine that most people on this board who are voting for Kerry are doing so because they want to send a message to the world and to other Americans that they are not okay with the events of the last four years. I would hope that anybody who considers themselves an anarchist or socially conscious would be part of the “anti-Bush trend” because Bush is a really good example of most of the things that I think are wrong with the world. Kerry is too, but that’s not the point. The point is that if you want do address any of the issues or attitudes that anyone I know thinks are important, it’s really hard to do that without addressing them in the context of how Bush has fucked things up. That’s reality and it’s what people relate to.

Why not work on your real changes now, instead of dealing with an election that’s going to do the same thing it’s been doing for almost 200 years–putting a president into office.

I hear this argument again and again and still I find it impossible to understand how spending five minutes on one day in November comes at the expense of working for “real changes now.” One might argue that the thought and discussion about elections is coming at some expense to concern for other things, but I think this perspective is really short-sighted. As I’ve said before the issues surrounding the election are the same issues that people try to address in their activism. Whether it’s an election year or not, war is a horrible thing that demands outrage. Whether it’s an election year or not, the distribution of resources in our world is very troubling. Whether it’s an election year or not, it is scary as hell when anyone wants to intimidate or harass others because of their perceived differences. The issues that people talk about in the context of this election and that we strive for doing things like Food Not Bombs or prison book programs or street theatre or trying to consume less are the same.

Elections and using the context of the election to talk about these things seems like a really good idea because it’s the one time that most Americans pay attention to the things that are happening in the world around them and think, even for a fraction of a second that they can change these things. If course you shouldn’t speak to people as if voting in an election makes a difference, but to tie the things that you are thinking about or working towards with the issues that are familiar to others because of electoral politics makes a lot of sense to me.

In some ways, this argument is totally stupid because the point of the initial post wasn’t to encourage people to vote, or even to sign a petition. I just wanted to give people an example of something that they could use to try to tell others how ridiculous things have gotten in America. To motivate others to have a little more concern, a little more reason, to try to do something be it voting or anything else.

Hell, 4 more years of Bush just means 4 more years of seeing his face on TV while he follows the same script that would be followed regardless of who was saying it. I don’t watch TV, so I don’t care.

This terrifies me because I think this statement mirrors that of many conservatives. “Because it doesn’t affect me, it doesn’t matter.” For these people, the body count might rise (for both Iraqis and Americans) over in Iraq but as long as the media gives us the illusion that we’re fighting to make things safer, it’s fine. Let me say this – 4 years of Bush hasn’t had much effect on my life. America is so wealthy and so wasteful that I can eat out of the trash whether there is a war on terror or not. America is so priviliged that I can manage to survive quite happily, even when I don’t work very much and spend most of my time building relationships with my friends or doing projects with them. That is fucked up! The fact that so many of us have been so unaffected by all the horrible things that our government has done should be a huge fucking sign that says “Things are fucked up.” 4 years of Bush has meant a hell of a lot more than a face on TV to many people in Iraq and in the rest of the world. 4 years of Bush has meant a hell of a lot to lots of other people affected by his administration’s policies and rhethoric. The fact that we, as a culture, can do so much harm to each other in 4 years and so many of us don’t even notice it, let alone suffer any consequences, is ther scarist thing of all. 4 years of Kerry may mean the same, but we’ll kick and scream and fight then too. All I know is that the world can’t stand 4 more years of anything if we don’t all say “it’s not going to be ok,” in every way that we can.

if voting changed anything it would be illegal …

well, sometimes it is.

Yon posted this message on Friendster regarding the old Ohio, seemingly a key battleground state in this year’s election:

Republicans in Ohio are scared.

New Democratic voter registrations are up 250%
in Ohio. Democrats throughout the “Buckeye
State” are prepared to turn out in record numbers
to demand change on November 2nd in federal,
state and local elections.

But first, Ohio Democrats need your help fighting
the latest dirty tricks by the Ohio Secretary of
State.

With only 6 days left before the voter registration
deadline, Secretary of State Ken Blackwell is
trying to bar thousands of newly registered voters
from the polls.

Stop him today and help protect democracy in
Ohio.
http://www.act04.org/paperstock

Citing an arcane ruling requiring voter registration
cards be printed on 80 pound paper stock,
Blackwell is threatening to void registrations
submitted on any other paper, demanding these
registrants re-apply. But there is no time to
reapply which could leave thousands of new
voters off the rolls.

Tens of thousands of Ohioans have registered
online or with registration forms printed in
newspapers, copied by friends, community
activists, and even state offices. These are valid
applications that must be processed immediately.

Blackwell is also trying to impose strict rules on
provisional ballots. In 2000, nearly 23,000
provisional ballots were cast in Cuyahoga County
alone (the greater Cleveland area). Due to
congressional redistricting after the 2000 census
and the swell of first-time voters, confusion on
Election Day will run high. Provisional ballots must
be made available in accordance with the federal
Help America Vote Act.

Sign the petition to stop Ken Blackwell’s latest
dirty tricks.
http://www.act04.org/paperstock

In 1964, President Lyndon Johnson signed the
Civil Rights Act granting every American citizen
the right to vote. Blackwell himself has been
quoted as saying “voting preserves the freedom
that we Americans cherish.”

Don’t sit back and let Ken Blackwell take us back
to the days of selective voting rights. Sign the
petition today.

In June, we warned Blackwell that we were
watching his close ties with Diebold, the leading
manufacturer of flawed electronic voting
machines. By July, with over 50,000 signatures on
our petition, the use of these machines had been
dramatically curtailed by local elections officials.

This time the stakes are even higher.

With your help, ACT has been on the ground
fighting to register and mobilize voters throughout
Ohio. As we race to the finish line the Republicans
are running scared and resorting, yet again, to
dirty tricks.

Don’t let Ken Blackwell become the Katherine
Harris of 2004. Join our fight in Ohio.

Sign the petition and pass it on to your friends
today.
http://www.act04.org/paperstock

With great appreciation,

Steve Bouchard
State Director
ACT – Ohio

P.S. There are millions of Americans living
abroad who must have their voices heard in 2004.
Remind your friends and family abroad to register
for their absentee ballots before the deadline
passes.

Send them this link today –
http://www.votingoverseas.org

This is my analysis:

The idea that the paper stock of a voter registration form could in any way be important to the qualification of a voter is ridiculous. This is a clearly a tactic to discourage voting. Certainly, in a battleground state like Ohio, there are partisan implications to the demographics of the rapid increase in the number of registered voters. The idea that partisan politics could undermine the most important foundation of our democracy, the right to vote, is terrible. The fact that more people are choosing to take part in the political process, Democrat or Republican is great. To discourage their involvement by focusing on a minor technicality is a blow to democracy and an insult to those who want to play a greater role in that Democracy.