Steven made this month’s Let’s Go! calendar and it looks awesome plus there are a ton of interesting events. It makes me a little sorry I’ll be missing most of the month being on tour. You can see the calendar events at letsgo.terrorware.com.
NPR : ‘Lifestyle Centers’ Make Shopping Fashionable
This is something that I’ve been thinking of a lot. How people are searching for a physical convergence of community but the spaces that they find for this are all mediated by capitalism.
NPR : ‘Lifestyle Centers’ Make Shopping Fashionable:
The fast-growing suburb of South Windsor, Conn., has a problem. It has lots of big highways and subdivisions, but no “town center.” So South Windsor is creating one by building a “lifestyle center,” a kind of latter-day shopping center that’s become very popular with architects and designers.
more on development
So I was ranting in the lobby at Bullwinkles, and the person I was talking to said, “If it wasn’t for IU, Bloomington would be another Spencer”. This is completely true. The same thing that makes Bloomington a frustrating place in the years since I’ve moved here is also what has made it pretty sweet in the first place. It’s hard to reconcile my feelings with that reality, and the only way that I can make sense of it is to think in terms of wasted potential. It seems too defeatist for me to adopt a personal “at least it’s not Spencer” standpoint – I’d rather think that Bloomington could be (can be?) a really exceptional place instead of a resignedly, marginally better place.
As I was riding to work today, I passed a storefront that will be the new home of Roadworthy Guitar and Amp whose exisiting storefront will be displaced by the new Finelight offices. The move-in date was listed as some time in October and it terrifies me a little of all that could happen in my abscence.
Citizens for Effective Justice interview on WFHB’s Interchange tonight
Midwest Pages to Prisoners Project:
Mylo Roze will be interviewing representatives of Citizen’s for Effective Justice on tonight’s (8/29) interchange program on WFHB. Mylo writes:
Rev. Hal Taylor & Vid Beldavs, the President & Secretary (respectively) of Citizens for Effective Justice, an advocacy group for prisoners in Monroe County Jail that started up in reaction to the TASERing death of James Borden in the Jail about 3 years ago. They have received a large grant & are being integrated into County governance.
You can listen to Interchange starting at 6pm on WFHB in Bloomington at 98.1 (and 91.3) FM or stream it on the web from wfhb.org. I believe that there a podcast and archive of the show will be posted at http://news.wfhb.org/ eventually.
old defiance, ohio photo
Someone just sent us this flickr set which contains this photo that I really like. It’s from this day when we played three shows in one day around New York City. This show was in the basement of a house in a suburb just north of the city. Link

Williamsburg Development
I distinctly remember my parents once getting mad at me and saying something like, “the whole world doesn’t revolve around you.” The thing that I hate about visiting friends in Williamsburg, Brooklyn is that when I’m there, this idea of the world not revolving around me, or at least, people like me, just doesn’t ring true.
I love skateboarding, and fixed gear bikes, and grafitti, but walking down Bedford, I feel like I’m in a commercial. And the neighborhood is so familiar to me, and familiar enough that, even as a visitor, I notice changes – that Bodega shut down, this Bodega seems to carry fancier beer. And it’s crazy howyou can seperate out the ironic white-kid graffiti from the rest, and how it has this menacing colonial quality. It gives me the same fear as seeing the little posts popping up for the surveyors in the field behind my house.
Living in Bloomington, I understand that it’s nice to be in a place where there is support and excitement surrounding the things that you make, and the things that you like doing. But I think that living somewhere should also be a negotiation, or rather, a dialogue between the different desires of different people. I think that people should exist for themselves and that their survival in a place shouldn’t be tied to existing at the service of others.
Every year the students come back to Bloomington, and it is both frustrating and exciting. This week, I’ve gotten two e-mails from strangers asking about the show I’m setting up this weekend, and it seems so long ago that people in town were excited about shows. The university definitely brings a certain vitality to the town, but the relationship can feel one-sided too. Whether it’s Kiva providing Internet to the college-oriented apartment buildings, Boxcar selling textbooks, or the bike project gearing up for a huge student bicycle demand, everything around me feels like it’s growing to support one kind of person. Certainly, it’s not much of a dialogue or a compromise, at least on a large scale. But some of my favorite people in Bloomington are students, and it is true, that more than anywhere else I can think of, any given person has the ability to build things, at least metaphorically, to stand alongside the college apartments, boutiques and bar and grills, to provoke that dialogue, to negotiate that compromise.
bloomington development
The Von Lee Theater on Kirkwood Ave. in Bloomington is getting turned into an upscale bar/restaurant, maybe some offices. With a lot of development, I think there’s always this horrified idle speculation that feels like an urban legend when it comes to understanding what it is that’s being developed. For a long time, there was this black plastic tarp covering the fence, and this was the first time that I noticed the tarp gone and could see how little of the structure was still intact. It literally stopped me in my tracks as I was riding my bike down Kirkwood.
Here is a photo of the Von Lee in earlier days:

And more recently when it stood closed for years:

I guess, at some level, I’m not anti-development. I understand that people want places where they can meet and share and interact and this is why people go to the mall even though the mall sucks and this is why people in my rural hometown really do hang out at Wal-Mart. What is sad, is that you have something like a movie theater which is a space that is pretty universally interesting, I mean, everyone likes movies right? And then its turned into a space, like an upscale restaurant that is relevent and accessible and interesting to much fewer people.
Last night, Ryan made the argument that at least downtown development is better than sprawl, but what I see is that downtowns in towns like Bloomington are ceasing to be the focal point, the shared physical space, for the entire community, and starting to be this theme park for only one part of population, be it yuppies or students. The spaces that are shared by everyone end up being the malls and the strip malls and the sprawl and the big boxes and the sad thing is that the way they’re constructed, or entirely mediated by commerce means that the potential for people’s interactions when they’re sharing that space are so much more limited.
As I was riding to my job, I ran into Jeremy Hogan outside of Ladyman’s Cafe. He was waiting to take some photos of Baron Hill who was having a pre-election community meet and greet at the diner this afternoon. And it was so disheartening because it all seemed so fake. The downtown diner is still appealing to politicians as this icon of street-level democracy, and there is some reality to that, to the convergence of college students and retirees each having their own debates over cups of coffee. But in the case of Ladymans, that space is being destroyed, disappeared. So I find it hard to believe that democracy can exist when we don’t even allow the spaces that we exploit as the image of democracy to exist.
On a similar stream of consciousness, I got an e-mail from Mylo Roze that included a bunch of articles about anti-homeless policies and crackdowns around the country, and he predicted the rise of similar sentiments and actions in Bton:
These articles (below) are relevant to Bloomington in that there are Food not Bombs food dispensing operations in town & also cook-out services by churches in People’s Park & other parks, surely to become more of an issue as Bloomington is gentrified & urbanized.Also, once the new building is finished where the Von Lee theater stood (next to People’s Park) issues may arise.Maybe it should be addressed pre-emptively, to be allowed by statute, as a preventative measure.There has already been a purging of homeless people from the I.U. campus & the new bldg. replacing the Von Lee will house I.U. offices. There is a general tendency among the well-off to segregate the poor, remove the homeless from public view (& therefore tourists) & assume that existing agencies are adequately addressing such issues & that all homeless people are addicts or mentally ill. Note the authorities quotes about determining who is homeless & charging charities with misdemeanors.
hatred
This is how I wish the conversation would have ended …
There are the things that you see in the world that you just hate. We hate them because they are ugly – an ugly way for people to treat each other, ugly things to value given so many more beautiful options, and we hate them because they remind us of each of our own capacities to mistreat others, and our own capacities to value things that have no value over the things that mean so much, and we hate them because they remind us not only of our individually precarious positions, but how we teeter in our collective humanity. And we can feel this hatred in the bristle of our hair and the redness of our face, and the sting of bitten tongues. And I can feel the hatred when I look at the big buildings that are younger even than my life in Bloomington, in these big buildings that look so much like the jail next door. And I can feel this hatred in the brightness of the signs that seems to threaten to overpower the brightness of the stars so starkly visible from our backs in the graveyard a few blocks away.
But, really, we can feel this hatred in two ways. We can try to hate the things that we hate more than we already hate them, and we can hate and hate and hate with fury and with explosion and clenched fists and red faces. But, in the end, I don’t know where that leaves me.
Or, we can try to love the things that we love as much as we hate the things that we hate. We can try to love them more than the things that we hate, exponentially more than the things that we hate, orders of magnitude more than the things that we hate. And we can hope that this is enough.
Eric Ayotte, Greg Farley, Neil Cain at Sweet Hickory – Tuesday, August 22
I really enjoyed this show. Cathy set it up and it just felt like a nice time. I stopped by the show in between working on a bike at the Community Bike Project to try to help them get ready for the fall rush.
Neil Cain – Are You Ready?
Neil Cain – The Suffering
Eric Ayotte – New Paltz Summer
